Nervous Wreck

Have you ever been so nervous about something that you worry yourself sick? This has been happening to me for a about 6 months now. I am constantly worried or nervous about something that is going on in my life. Except, most of the time I don't even know what I am nervous about. It comes in spurts and splashes. I will be fine one minute, but then the next minute, I am worrying about 20 billion different things all at once. Most of the time this results in me crying, yelling, singing, and or punching some one/thing. My family says I am just going psychotic... I don't blame them for saying that. Ever since the "removal of the position of Fire Cheif" I have been going psycho. Especially in those last couple of weeks. It seemed like I was always in either a pissy mood, or a depressed mood. I was never content, never satsified. I honestly don't think I will ever be 100% content with this situation. I hated moving away from Ogallala. I loved it there. I had about 8 people who were my absolute best friends that I didn't want to leave. Five of these eight came to my house the night before I moved away to help us pack the trailer. It was more than helping, it was our final goodbyes... These people mean the world to me! Who knows when I will be able to see them again, which really makes me sad.

You should always appreciate what you have, and the people in your life. You never know when you will be forced to move away...