It's Unofficially Official

I have already endured 9 days of school at Syracuse. (That's a lie I went there for four and a half years before I moved). And frankly, I'm not very happy. My classes are so easy, and things just aren't the same. I HATE getting the "New-Old-Kid-Who-Randomly-Came-Back-After-Only-Being-Gone-For-18-Months" Treatment. It really bugs me, and I feel so out of the "Syracuse Loop". So many people have changed while I was gone. School is different, it is like picking up where I left off but in a different environment because everything is so different. I changed while I was in Ogallala, and it was for the better, but sometimes I wish things wouldn't change. It's times like this that I need to know that I'm not in controll of my life, God is. He had a reason for moving us out to Ogallala for me to expirience the best year and a half of my life, and then rip it all away. He has a reason for me being back in the place I was so anxious to leave, and He has a reason for everything. I need to chang emy attitude about this, or this is going to be the worst 3 years ever.