You may be a music nerd when...

You may be a music nerd when....

• you get your All-State Choir Music taken away and put on top of the fridge when you are sassy to your mother.
• your oboe gets put on top the fridge when your room isn't clean. (As if I can't reach up there...)
• your Encore songs are stuck in your head all day and you use the tune as ways to study for Biology.
• you conduct the national anthem with your toes at a Varsity Softball game while you are standing in line with the rest of the team.
• you walk up and down the rows of altos (there are about 30 of them) during choir to make sure everyone is singing out and singing the right notes.
• I seriously do this! It is very frusterating. I take a pencil with me and I mark up their music if they are doing something wrong. I feel like a really mean person when I do this, and it kind of scares me (especially when I have to tell a senior that she is doing something wrong), but this is my role as the "unofficial Alto 1 section leader".
• instead of listening to "pump up music" on the way to an away softball game, you listen to your All-State music.
• you cannot listen to a song and walk without your feet on the beat.

Derpin' up

Tonight was our last regular season home softball game. Our opponent was Johnson County Central (JCC). After warm ups, I sprinted into the dugout to read the starting line-up much to my displeasure, under the sub catagory it said "A. Stofer 13"... Great, I thought, another lousy game in which a  derp-up freshman is starting the game in my position. But, oh well, you don't question Coach Bob's Positional Theories no matter how radical they seem. At the end of the first inning we were up 3-0, and at the end of the second inning we were up 7-0. "Stofer!" Coach Bob yelled, "Git over here and bat for Griz." Finally! I jumped off of that bench and frantically looked for my disgusting smelling batting gloves. The pitcher pitched me four balls, and two of them were in the dirt, and the other two were way over my head, so I was walked to first. When I got on base, I stole second, and the girl behind me got a single hit soon afterward. Then, the next girl in line hit a line drive over the left fielder's head. By the time the ball was hit, I was already half way to third base because of my lead-off, and I paused for a second to look at Coach Bob. He was waving his hands in the air and shouting, "Run Stofer Run! Score! Go 4! Go Home! You better slide if I tell you to! Run Stofer Run! Rounding third, I could see the catcher at home ready to recieve the throw from left field. The throw went over her head, and I didn't have to slide, but I realized after I started walking back to the dugout that I never touched home plate, I had stepped right over it. I looked up at my wonderful mother sitting at the top of the stands. She was waving her hands and motioning me to go back and touch the plate. I looked at her and somehow with my eyes told her to keep it quiet, she did. The Ump never called me out, and none of the coaches or players saw it. Now I know for next time that I need to adjust my strides to ensure that I actually touch the base, although it is quite hard to adjust your strides while you are sprinting at your top speed (which in my case, isn't very fast...) I scored the 11th run for my team and the game was won by our team 12-0.

On the topic of derping up, today when I was practically running up the stairs to get to English 2 on time, I fell up the stairs with a long line of people behind me. I quickly recovered from the fall and looked up only to see the guy who absolutely drives me crazy standing at the top of the stairs. This guy starts drama about everyone, he spreads/starts rumors, twists peoples' words, and backstabbs people daily. It was no surprise when later that day many people were talking about my "uncontrollable ditsiness" and my "awkward clumsiness". And he also started a rumor about me "falling for guys"... really? We are in high school, not kindergarten. Grow. Up. I just think it is terrible that people choose the girls who have never had a boyfriend and tell them that they "fall for so many guys" and "get around" etc. School has only been in session for a month and a half and I am already tired of all the drama. Why can't we all get along?? If I could create a perfect, drama-free soceity, I would.

Christmas in September

CHRISTmas is my absolute favorite season of the year. Emotions are flowing, families are gathering, people are celebrating the miraculous birth of our Lord and Savior, it's just the perfect time of the year. I am especially excited for Christmas this year because we are a lot closer to most of my family now, so it will be a larger family gathering. (Not to mention that we don't have to worry about Daddy having a Fire or Rescue call during Christmas dinner this year..) My absolute most favorite Christmas song is "Here with Us" by Joy Williams. This song magnificently displays the wonderfulness of the Birth of Jesus. (And it has pretty harmonies!) I sing this song year-round. It is downloaded on every mobile device in my possession; on every laptop and cell phone (but not iPods because my mom is "anti-Apple" and thinks I will just break it). I had heard this song many times before I claimed it to be my favorite, but the words never meant anything to me until a couple of years ago when I discovered just how amazing the description is. This song also has a beautiful oboe part to it. (That I will never be tallented enough to play...)

It's still a mystery to me
That the hands of God could be so small,
How tiny fingers reaching in the night
Were the very hands that measured the sky

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Heaven's love reaching down to save the world
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Son of God, Servant King,
You're here with us
You're here with us

It's still a mystery to me, oh,
How His infant eyes have seen the dawn of time
How His ears have heard an angel's symphony,
But still Mary had to rock her Savior to sleep

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Heaven's love reaching down to save the world
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Son of God, Servant King
Here with us
You're here with us
(Ohh, mmm, here with us)

Jesus the Christ, born in Bethlehem
A baby born to save, to save the souls of man

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Heaven's love reaching down to save the world
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Son of God, Servant King
You're here with us
You're here with us

Anxiety/Nervous Breakdown/Complaining

This past week I have been noticing that I am acting strangly. I am always on edge, sassy, flighty, annoyed, worried, freaking out, or all of the above. I seriously don't know what is going on with me. Tuesday, in World Cultures (seventh period), I started freaking out. I was having some sort of weird nervous break down. At first, I thought that I was just nervous for the test I was about to take, but I had studied for it and knew all of the answers. My whole body was shaking, and I could barely write. (My hand writing was so bad it almost looked like Byron's hand writing... sorry Bud, couldn't resist). I noticed that my breathing was short and weezey, so then I thought I was having an asthma attack, but my breathing calmed down after about 5 minutes of deep controlled breaths that made me light-headed. As Mr. Kreklow passed out our tests, my whole body started shaking again. I looked at the people around me and they weren't shaking, and they didn't even notice that I was. I gave a worried glance to Mr. Kreklow as he returned to his desk, but he did not react at all. Staring at the page, I tried to calm myself down, but it wasn't working very well. I read and reread all of the questions and answered them to my best ability, but so many things were rushing through my head that I could not concentrate at all. I noticed that I calmed down a little bit after handing in my pathetic attempt of a test. My body continued to shake throughout the class period, and when the bell rang, I practically jumped out of my seat. I rushed to my locker, and then headed to my eighth period Biology class. As my body was still shaking in Biology, I decided that I needed to find away to calm myself down or driving to softball practice after school was going to be very dangerous. I have no idea how it happened, but finally, fifteen minutes before the bell rang, I calmed myself enough so that I could at least write again.

Softball practice that night was sketchy, at best. Coach decided that it was going to be a conditioning day. So along with our normal drills and workouts, we had to condition. As a first baseman, every ball that I dropped, I had to run all the way around the field (which is a pretty long distance for a softball player who only sprints from base to base). We had to run a ladder drill, in this drill we had to run 4 home-firsts, 3 home-second's, 2 home-third's, and 1 home-home. We did that drill 5 times. We also had to do a bunch of throwing drills where we were tracking 5 balls at a time. Which means throwing ball after ball after ball. This absolutely killed my already injured shoulder. I could barely hold my arm up enough to drive my car home. And now I have to wear this weird icing contraption that ties around my neck and around my arm and applies REALLY cold ice to my shoulder.

(I'm not one for complaining, but I figured if I was going to complain I should get it all out in one post.)

The Suicidal Goat/Sheep-ish looking thing

As you drive through the flourishing town (you can't even call it a town... let's go with 'Domestic Gathering of a couple homes in one general area') of Burr, NE, there is a cute red house on the northwest side. The people that live there own the entire block, so they can have "pasture" for their llama/goat/sheep-ish looking things (I honestly have no idea what they are). Anyway, there are about 6 of these little 'creatures', and when ever I drive through Burr, they are all out in the road. So I honk and they all go waddling back through the small whole in the fence, except for the pudgy one. He waddles back to the fence as well, but when he realizes that he can't get his fat 'creature' butt through the hole, he runs back to the road! This crazy creature has almost been run over multiple times! (Mainly by two fairly tall people who pay no attention to the speed limit in residential areas...cough...Mom and Dad....cough). I feel so sorry for this poor little fat 'creature'! Lately, when I drive through Burr the same thing happens, except the fat one isn't there. I think the owners ate him! It almost made me sad to not see the fat little 'creature' waddle around in the road. I, feeling a little emtionally touched by the fat 'creature', kind of hope he comes around again.

P.S. A+ for using a participial phrase in that last sentence! We happen to be 'disecting' those in English right now, and I happen to be ignoring my English homework to create this post. :)

Shoulder Injury

Fall softball practice started in July, and ever since that first day of practice, I have been expiriencing major shoulder pain on my throwing arm. I brushed it off as sorness, which would make sense. I went from throwing 2 hours a week to throwing for 2 hours a day 5-6 days a week. I have been playing through the pain this whole time, but then my shoulder started hurting when I would do normal things, such as, playing my piccolo, putting dishes away, brushing my teeth, combing my hair. It made me really worried about if I was going to be able to continue playing.

So, I went to see the trainer and he said I have somesort of tendonistis in my shoulder. (I wasn't really listening to what kind of tendonitis it was, I was too busy focusing on his mono-tone, high, whispery voice...it was driving my crazy!). The good news is that I will be able to finish out the rest of this softball season, but the bad news is that after softball season I'm not allowed to do any throwing or heavy lifting with my arm until after Christmas break. I was pretty depressed about it, but my mom joyfully suggested that during that period of time I could do ab workouts and run a lot to get into shape. I rolled my eyes and laughed at her fail of an attempt to make me feel better. It looks like from October to January I will be heavily training for the Triathlon I plan on doing next summer!

As for right now, I play through the pain. I have to ice my shoulder everyday after practice, and I have to do shoulder exercises that make me look flat out dumb, but oh,well. :) It will "supossedly" help me in the long run!



P.S. I successfully obtained my School Permit this week! Driving to school, a shoulder injury, Encore, and homecoming all in the same week!?! CRAZY!

Get in here!

Just a normal day, a Monday, I went to school and somehow managed to carry my overloaded backpack on my exasperated back through the halls and through the classes. A near miss in English, acing a Geometry quiz, managing to squeak out a few spanish words, typing some pointless "re-type me" document, and listening to lectures. After 8th period I went down to the over crouded sophmore section of the  lockerroom and collected my necessities for softball practice. Practice seemed to drag on FOREVER, it was a "hitting day", so after about an hour of base running, we set up hitting stations and got our "cuts" (swings) in. Finally, coach called us in for a breakdown and we were allowed to leave. FINALLY! The night I had been waiting for since I found out I was moving back to Syracuse, Encore audtion night. I walked into that choir room completely covered in dust, sweat, and a little bit of dried blood from catching my arm on someone's steel cleat. I looked like a mess, I was still wearing my horendous smelling sliding shorts, pads, and protecters. No one said anything about my appearance, much to my surprise. A lot of people had to leave early for certain events, so they "HAD" to go first. I sat in that choir room for an hour before a cranky senior came in and pointed at me and said, "You, get in here, we need an alto." Finally, the moment I had been waiting for. I sang "My Counrty tis of Thee" and then it was time to start the audition song. The soprano and tenor singing with me had already auditioned, so they sang their part quietly in the back, so all you could really hear was me and the wimpy bass singer next to me. We sang all the way through the audtion song, and then they had us all sing it again, but this time they had me stand on the other side of the large room so they could hear the bass singer. "Thank you, please leave quietly." Ms. Poe said. I was not thrilled by the blank look on her face. I searched that red-head for any sort of expression at all, I needed some sort of reassurance that I did not just completely screw my audition up, but she gave me no expression at all.

Two days later, Ms. Poe posted the list in the hallway outside of the choir room. I raced out of eighth period to see the list, there was a crowd around it, my friend Kensie was crying, and at the moment I couldn't tell if it was tears of joy or sadness. I looked at the list, I scanned for my name, but didn't see it, my heart sank and I was about to walk away when another one of my friends said, "Congrats Annastazia!" I turned around and reread the list. Sure enough, right in the middle of the list it said "Annastazia Stofer". I was so happy! I could barely contain my eagerness! I couldn't stop smiling that entire night. I smiled all the way through softball practice (my coaches probably thought I was loosing my sanity or something... nevermind... I never had any sanity). My parents were very pleased and excited as well. September 10th is our first Encore practice! I can't wait! That night before I fell asleep, I thanked God for talent and desire he gave me. My only plea is that my talent would be used to glorify Him.

For those of you who don't know what Encore is, it is a select (audition only) show choir type of choir. It is the "ellite choir" in Syracuse. There are 5 sopranos, 5 altos (that's me!), 4 tenors, and 6 basses.

It's Unofficially Official

I have already endured 9 days of school at Syracuse. (That's a lie I went there for four and a half years before I moved). And frankly, I'm not very happy. My classes are so easy, and things just aren't the same. I HATE getting the "New-Old-Kid-Who-Randomly-Came-Back-After-Only-Being-Gone-For-18-Months" Treatment. It really bugs me, and I feel so out of the "Syracuse Loop". So many people have changed while I was gone. School is different, it is like picking up where I left off but in a different environment because everything is so different. I changed while I was in Ogallala, and it was for the better, but sometimes I wish things wouldn't change. It's times like this that I need to know that I'm not in controll of my life, God is. He had a reason for moving us out to Ogallala for me to expirience the best year and a half of my life, and then rip it all away. He has a reason for me being back in the place I was so anxious to leave, and He has a reason for everything. I need to chang emy attitude about this, or this is going to be the worst 3 years ever.

Bald in the Bible

This week I came across a verse in the bible that made me laugh so hard! I told Byron about it and I thought I would share it with all of you!

Leviticus 13:40
"Now if a man loses the hair of his head, he is bald; he is clean."

Our beloved Ex-Choir Director is clean! Congrats Mr. H (aka: Baldman)! :)

Missing Home... or Leaving Home?

This weekend I had the pleasure of going to Ogallala and visiting my Grandparents and many of my friends! I guess I didn't realize how much I missed all of my friends and family in Ogallala until this weekend. And then I started thinking to myself (and partially out loud...). Was I visiting home, or was I leaving my home to go visit a strangely familiar place. I was only in Ogallala for 18 months, but it still felt like home. Maybe it was the welcoming comunity, my amazing friends, or the fact that I adjusted so easily, but whatever it was, it made Ogallala seem like home. Ogallala was the perfect place for me. I knew when I walked into that Middle School the my first day (the first day of second semester) that I was going to fit in with the people here. And I did, I have 6 amazing friends from Ogallala that accepted me into their litte group shortly after I moved in. We are all so different, but we are also similar and get along amazingly. I cried and cried and cried when I found out that we would be moving back here. I was a little excited to get out of Syracuse when we moved out to Ogallala. I don't fit in, I have friends here, but they don't even compare to my friends in Ogallala.

But as I am faced with some of theses challenges, I am reminded of how extremely blessed my family is. Dad got his job in Omaha back with in 2 weeks of getting "laid of", that is truely amazing. With the economy the way it is, most people in this situation are still looking for a job. We have a place to live, we grumbled and complained while we were in Ogallala about how we wished this house would sell, so we could finish our new house there, but it never sold, and that was truely amazing.

One thing I have learned through switching schools and moving is that the friends that really care about you will do their best to keep in contact even after you move away. All six of my best friends in Ogallala have done so, and I hope they keep it up. :) And as much as I grumble about having to go to the orthodontist every 2 months, it gives me a reason to go to Ogallala and see my friends and family. :)